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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

created the illusion that all this was very easy to do. This happened, because they saw

with their own “eyes” how quickly and easily I did one or another thing and they had the
illusion that they would be able to do the same, if not better! Theoretically it is possible,
but it is highly unlikely in practice. But I did not even try to tell them that, because my
words could be misinterpreted as me being simply “afraid” that they would surpass me,
and therefore I was trying to “intimidate” them, telling these “scare stories” so that they
would make no attempt, not even try.

Their self-deception came to such point that they “forgot” the fact that it was me,
who gave them all that they had, and that they had not created or achieved anything on
their own, but only passively got it from me! There was no point in my giving them new
properties and qualities and then becoming envious of what I gave them! However,
almost no one even thought about these obvious things and saw in my attempts to teach
them how to use my gift correctly, only as an attempt to “stop” their “growth”.

No matter how absurd it may seem, they thought like this every time when I tried
to warn them about something! ... Most likely, one more reason for such antipathy
originated from the fact that many people, who passed through their transformation,
became witnesses and participants in the voyages through space and time which I
performed. Speaking figuratively, they were passengers on my “shoulders” during my

journeys. I moved both me and them to other planets, other galaxies and Universes, as
well as to the past. They became witness to my actions, contacts with other civilizations
and spaces hierarchs: at the same time they expended no effort in doing this.

In order for all this to happen I had to create the necessary potential and new
properties and qualities. They were only observers and therefore they had a false picture
that it was simple and easy to do. I did not concentrate their attention on this fact, because
I did not wish to offend them, voluntarily or not. And their understanding of this was
different.

I did not focus their attention on the fact of how much of my potential I spent in
performing one or another action and tried not to show how difficult it was for me, when
by sheer willpower I forced myself to stand firmly upright in order not to “flop” right on
the spot, being dead tired. The only manifestation of the enormous loads during my work
which my “passengers” noticed was my excessive paleness. Not one of them ever saw
how, when I reached my “den”, I fell on my bed completely exhausted and became
“disconnected”. No one saw this and almost no one knew about this. Everyone saw only
the external, so cheerful and unbelievable side of me and many of my “passengers” had
the impression that it was all extremely easy to do.
During our trips I took great care to create protection for my fellow travellers in
order to de-fend them from any attacks. All this for “some” reason also escaped their
attention and they saw only the result of my actions, the very tip of the “iceberg” of my
work, and wanted to do the same.

They had a picture in their minds that to do all this did not require any effort. When
they began to hint that they also wanted to do something like this, I began to explain to
them that they were not ready for that and recommend that they start learning how to

scan correctly, to process the in-formation, to create the correct tactics and strategy of
actions in order to execute one or another task. I recommended that they begin all this
with very ordinary actions, which were neither notable nor “heroic”. I said that it was

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