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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

behaviour became clear to me. As far as I understood, she worked in the Soviet trade

system and had become accustomed to cheating everyone. Therefore, she thought that
people always acted the same way she did. Most likely, she did not understand the
possibility of any other kind of behaviour.

When during my work nothing special happened, there was a fight in her head
between her desire to become healthy, and mistrust and avidity. She thought: “Suppose,
we pay him and he cheats us? Anyone can wave their hands. Maybe he has very little
force or he gives small doses on purpose—to have more sessions and therefore to make
us pay through the nose?” When I saw her thoughts, I was disappointed because she
measured others by her own yardstick and I decided...

well, if she wanted me to intensify my influence on her husband—I had warned them…
They both smiled with satisfaction and I continued the session with her husband.

After a couple of minutes this “strong” fellow felt sick and giddy. I began to take
away the overload and had almost brought him back to normal; when at that moment I
heard a doorbell, and when I came back to him in a minute ... he was lying on the floor
with his body convulsed. His wife ran around him like a frightened hen. After her

husband returned to a normal state neither he nor she ever mentioned working with them
“more intensely” up to the end of my course!

Indeed, the human psychology is very peculiar! When you create conditions in
order that a person experiences no unpleasant feelings, he (or she) requires proof that

you indeed do your work.
It is tantamount when a patient wakes up after anesthesia, and asks whether the
operation was really done, on the grounds that he felt no pain. Is it really necessary to
feel pain to believe in the reality of what happens?! It always seemed to me that for a
person it is important that the problem with his health has disappeared without a trace

and if he feels no pain in the process—just wonderful! Is it really necessary for a person
to get through an “operation” without anesthesia to believe in the reality of a “miracle”?!.

After the course this woman, nevertheless, asked me, when she should expect the
results of my job, because she still felt pain in her kidneys. I explained to her again that
it would require time to substitute kidneys with pathological changes, with new ones, in
other words, to create new healthy kidneys. My words did not convince her, despite what
had happened to her husband. I asked her to call me in six months and to repeat the
course if necessary. She was very sceptical of my words because she saw deception
everywhere. But she had no choice, because all other ways of treatment had not helped
her.

In about half a year this woman called me from the sanatorium and reported that
she had been through all tests and... her kidneys were healthy! She was very glad and
asked me, whether I could “repair” her liver, with which she also had serious problems.
I congratulated her over the release from chronic pyelonephritis and... refused to engage
in her sick liver. And not because I had no time, but because I was not pleased to work
with a person who saw everyone as the type of impostors and deceivers, with whom she
had got used to dealing...

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