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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

prospects. My own researches were in no way related to that, in which I was engaged in

the department. My institute salary was very insignificant. My private practice gave me
enough for living and at the same time left me time for the search for truth.

There was another reason, why I left Kharkov. In the spring of 1988 I met a woman,
who as I thought then, could understand what I did, and would follow the path of truth
with me. Vladimir Dmitrievich Kuskov introduced us. One day in March he asked me
to meet a “cosmic” woman. We came to her in the city of Vidnoe near Moscow. There
I first met Mzia Solomonia. Her health was sapped by her healing work, because she
took everything upon herself. After she became exhausted, most of her “admirers”
disappeared, leaving her alone with her problems.

She had two children; one of them was a little daughter several months old. I felt
sorry for this woman and offered her my help to solve the problem with her health. I
conducted the healing session and began to call her from time to time and we conversed
quite a lot. Her special feature was the ability to go out from the body, with her spirit,
and she remembered what happened to her there. I asked her to marry me and take up
common cause together. Unfortunately, it was my error. She betrayed me several times
and appropriated some results of my work, whereupon, I decided to leave her. I have no

desire to go on with this subject, because I cannot say anything good about her and have
no wish to say (more precisely, to write) bad things. She was my second wife.

I was engaged to my first wife for five years; we married and divorced at the
beginning of 1987.

The main cause of this, my first divorce, was her parents fear that my healing
activity could draw serious trouble to them, and they found the best way out of this
situation—our divorce. How-ever, they waited until the divorce could not influence their
daughter’s assignment after she graduated from the institute, otherwise she could get
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work in some remote place . I divorced my second wife because she betrayed me and
appropriated some results of my work because of her purely professional envy. But it
was for the better. My fate led me to the meeting with a woman, who was my promised,
my second me—to my Svetlana, who became not only my wife but also my friend and
comrade-in-arms—but about it later, in due time.

In July of 1988 I moved to Moscow and only in September I received a one-room
apartment in Kharkov. All the time that I lived in Kharkov, including my student years,
I had to rent rooms in flats, where lady-pensioners dwelled. Only when I moved from
Kharkov to Moscow did I finally get my tiny apartment. Quite a quirk of fate!
I did not register in the apartment of my second wife so that no one could reproach
me about my interest in a Moscow registration. I tried to change my Kharkov apartment
into an apartment in Moscow but failed. For the greater part of my stay in Moscow I
lived in other peoples’ apartments, which I rented or in which my friends and relatives

allowed me to live, and at the same time there was my empty apartment in Kharkov,
although only a one-room apartment, it was mine, and ... I did not need it, but I needed
a dwelling in Moscow and could not have it...

A lot of my patients came to me in Moscow; several times I went to Kharkov.
However, I did not stay in my flat, because I had to refurbish it, to buy in furniture and

35 I the U.S.S.R there was a special system of assignment for graduates of Soviet educational institutions. A young specialist
must work during 3 years at the place of assignment. The enterprise should provide him with a dwelling. Young families
had some advantages—better place of assignment, for example.
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