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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

I knew that after Hungary I would be going to Germany and decided to spend some

money on acquiring a decent appearance. I did not want to look shabby in Germany.
Therefore, I decided to pay appropriate attention to my clothes. I purchased a pretty good
suit, which cost twenty thousand forints, several decent shirts, good shoes, tracksuit,
jogging shoes and a good suitcase, which also cost twenty thousand forints! I spent all
my money on putting my wardrobe in order, it was not something super-fabulous, but
everything I purchased would allow me to look decent during my future trip to Germany.
I did not want to feel humbled among those people I would meet in Germany.

Some could find this approach very strange—why spend “a hell’uva” lot of money
on clothes? (What I spent was equivalent to approximately one hundred thousand soviet
roubles of 1990 ) I also considered this sum of money to be very big. In fact, it was the
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first time in my life that I held such a large amount of money (for a Soviet person) in my
hands, as well as the first time I had used foreign currency. I spent this money and felt
no regret that I “said farewell” to such a “considerable” sum. For me my human dignity
always was more important than some scraps of paper, in spite of the fact that without
these “scraps” one can go “neither one way nor the other”!

I had acquired a decent look for my future journey to Germany and did not regret
the money spent on it, and it was not important for me, what other people thought on
this occasion. Not be-cause other people’s opinion does not matter to me at all, but
because I have my own understanding of what I must do and how. I never imposed my
opinion on others, but, equally, I never allowed other people to impose theirs on me. I
preferred to have my own grounded opinion about every-thing.

Thus, I was prepared for my journey, at least, so I thought then. The trip to Budapest
was not only a vacation. The second purpose was the organization of the production of
my psi-toys. I was shown my future office, which was located in the grounds of some
Hungarian institute. I clean for-got the name of this institute almost the moment it was
mentioned to me. I began to discuss our joint project on the production of healing psi-
devices. According to my concepts, for this purpose it was necessary to develop a special
device-carrier. I wanted the form, colour and electronic functions of the carrier to
correspond fully with its purpose.

I wanted to have a liquid-crystal carrier and buttons—as it was in the electronic
wrist-watch with the calculator. It would be enough to press a number or a button with
the image of a human organ to activate a healing program. In fact I “bound” all these
healing programs to the liquid-crystal carrier. It was the absence of a special carrier for
this purpose that made me use the electronic watch with the calculator, which could be

easily found at that time in all commission shops of the Soviet Union.

I simply used this watch as a base on which I “laid” my device which was created
on other levels of reality. After this “procedure” the watch could not be used as a watch;
it failed to show the correct time and behaved erratically. The liquid-crystal screen on
the watch became the base for my device which had several levels. In order for a user to
feel more comfortable I bound to each button on the calculator part of the watch one or
another healing program.

A push of a certain button resulted in the activation of that level of my device which
created a healing influence on one or another organ or system. A user had only to push

44 As an example — an average salary of a Soviet engineer was average 120 roubles.
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