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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

           manifestation is explained by the “intrigues” of Dark Forces which constantly “put a

           spoke in their wheels.”

                Certainly, Dark Forces exist and, if a person interferes with their plans, they do not
           observe it calmly, but actively act against him, but it does not influence the manifestation
           of the very gift, if it exists in reality. Certainly, I could give several examples and names,
           which confirm my words, but I will not do it—I am not going to “lynch” anyone, even
           if they deserve it.

                It is not my aim to unmask whoever, but to expound my understanding of things
           that happened with me. Every reader is free to draw his own conclusions from what he
           has read. They can be correct or not so correct, but everybody has to feel deeply and
           understand with his mind, heart and soul, where the truth is or, at least, in what direction

           to search for it.

                Too often concepts and opinions, which were never explained, were imposed on
           people. My aim is not to obscure the issue, I would like to show others my own position,
           my understanding of events which happened to me and around me with one purpose—I
           can probably help others to understand what I have succeeded in understanding, and to
           do it through enlightening by knowledge, instead of cramming readers’ heads with dead
           information...

                I would like to return to the explanation of my attitude toward the opinion of other
           people. If a person can state the grounds for his opinion, even if his grounds are incorrect,

           then he has the right to offer his opinion to others until someone is able to prove him
           wrong. If it is proved to the person that his opinion was based on erroneous conclusions
           or  beliefs,  he  should  change  his  opinion  or  find  a  more  appropriate  explanation.
           Otherwise, he has no right to impose his opinion on others.

                Certainly, it is my understanding of this matter—some can accept my position,
           some cannot! But I do not try to impose my understanding on anyone. I simply expound
           my view on things and anyone has the right to accept my position or not! I leave to the
           reader the right to decide on his own, what is closer to him (her) in what I write about,
           and meanwhile I will continue my story...

                From 1989 I tried to find persons or companies interested in my “psi-toys” in order
           to start their production. It seemed to me that if my devices were able to help in even

           twenty-five percent of cases, it would be simply wonderful. Wouldn’t it be just great, if
           when a person presses a button, his heart is then in the process of renewal, his scars
           disappear, the functions of other organs and systems of his organism are restored and
           there is no need to cut off or cut out anything, to swallow different pills which poison
           the whole organism and do not help, but destroy other organs and systems.

                In  order  to  understand  that  this  is  true,  it  is  enough  to  read  attentively  the
           information about side effects of one or another medicine, which is usually described in
           very small print. But here a person presses a button, the influence on a damaged organ
           or a system of organs occurs and in a bit of time problem(s) disappear fully or partly
           without any side effects. And even if not everyone who uses this device returns to full
           health, but the development of existent health problems is slowed and new problems fail
           to appear, this would be splendid!

                Therefore,  I  tried  to  find  people  who  could  be  interested  in  organizing  the
           commercial output of these devices. At that time I mingled with a lot of people, who

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