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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

confirmation and when they get this confirmation, they retreat hastily and silently, at the

very best, or in other cases they deny that the treatment took place and that they were
ever acquainted with me; and sometimes they tell a barefaced lie.

The oddest thing is that very often people passionately defend “positions”, which
were imposed on them without any proof and which for some “reason” they are reluctant
to dispute and demand confirmation of their legitimacy. Similar selectivity in
requirements would appear to indicate that most people were converted into zombies
and their brains were successfully “washed”. It is also amazing, that certain facts and
information, which are demonstrated to them and which mod-ern “science” considers to
be something unbelievable and impossible, excite neither emotional response, nor

interest. Nevertheless, most people fanatically and blindly defend illusions, which
convert them into slaves; those illusions convert them into spiritual and corporal slaves
and imbue them with a slavish mentality...

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When I was still a student, I came across the manifestation of similar spiritual
slavery which converted people into bio-robots, when they were unable to think
independently and pronounced “crammed” phrases and words, the meaning of which
they did not understand and could not ex-plain. Similar “discoveries” shocked me to the
core and I tried to help these people to wake up, but the fact that many of these people
did not want to wake up and get rid of spiritual slavery surprised me most of all.

This slavery was convenient for them; it guaranteed them a piece of bread and relief
from personal troubles and “unnecessary” headaches. It’s astounding when a person,

who recently was a human being, transforms somehow into a lower creature, especially
when one can see and under-stand all this. In fact, we all were born free both spiritually
and physically. It is always staggering, when spiritually and physically free children
have false concepts forcefully imposed upon them, which day by day, drop by drop
convert free-born children into adult slaves.

Then I did not understand, who does it all and why. I thought it an unbelievable
misunderstanding. I could not imagine then that someone does it on purpose... I retained
a certain degree of naivety from my childhood, or perhaps I wished to see in people and
their acts only good. One of the first lessons about the nature of some people I learned
when I began to heal them.

As I said before, I always felt uncomfortable bringing up the question about
payment for my work. I always tried to find an explanation for why people avoid
mentioning it. One of the “excuses” that I found was a supposition that for many people
it was difficult to believe that my work could ease their sufferings, let alone relieve them
from one or more illnesses.

I assumed that the only explanation (if there was any) they gave of what happened
to them and what they felt was autosuggestion or psychotherapy, which creates only the
illusion of the relieving of problems. I supposed that the problem was not in people, but
in their ignorance (which is partially true). Therefore, I thought that I had to work until
a problem disappeared fully and then, after having a result confirmed by accessible
medical tests, people would understand that what happened to them was real, and would
pay me in accordance with their means.

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