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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

he looked at me in surprise and said: “Young man, if it is so, con-sider the Nobel Prize

to be in your pocket!”

The intonation of his voice gave me to understand that he thought that, being a
young scientist, I was cheated by some impostor who I had reason to trust. For very clear
reasons, I kept from persuading him to change his mind. I could not manage to talk with
Professor Godik for long, be-cause the delegation appeared. He excused himself and
asked one of the employees to show me the laboratory and equipment, and to tell me
about the results of their researches. I am very grateful him for this.

A senior staff scientist, whose name I cannot remember, told me about the work of
the laboratory and about the experiments conducted. They explored the weak
luminescence of the human body, radiations of the electromagnetic field, etc. At the
same time they did not quite understand what they looked for and explored. In other
words, they conducted a blind search, in the way they understood the task, but they did
not understand it at all.

When I mentioned that in my experiments an extrasensory individual could see
human internal organs in colour and volume, and control and tune his vision as
necessary, and get concrete information about the state of different organs and the person

as a whole: that this information coincided fully and often anticipated the information
that doctors got with the help of the most sophisticated devices, this man looked at me
with pity and asked:

— Young man, how long have you been engaged in physics? When I answered

his question, he told me with dignity:

— Well, when you have worked as many years as I have, you will not trust this
nonsense that the subjects tell you. You know, to see internal organs, a man must emit
X-rays of the most enormous power, which is simply impossible!

He would not even consider that there could be other methods of receiving
information, which accompanied absolutely new abilities for man. He barred this
possibility and thought only within the limits of his usual concepts.

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When I understood the level of narrow-mindedness of these peoples’ concepts,
good people, but absolutely blind in regard to science, I thought again that I had chosen
the correct tactics when I said that I explored the extrasensory influence only as a
scientist. This “story” allowed me to get maximum information without drawing their
attention to the information concerning the possibility or impossibility of internal vision

and distant influence, let alone the possibility of displacement into the past or future, etc.

As I had supposed, it turned out that this laboratory had no picture at all of the
nature of extra-sensory phenomena, or even physics, but just another scientific profanity,
which hid a woeful ignorance of both, behind pseudo-scientific terms. Certainly, I was
upset to find out about this state of affairs, which convinced me even more—I had to
continue my researches without expecting either support, or help, from official science.
And I continued my lone “sailing” through the ocean of the unexplored.

I understood that I could rely only on myself and that orthodox science would
hardly accept my discoveries, if any, with open arms. Most likely so-called “science”

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