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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

In short, with my backup we started the project. Even with the availability of a

safety margin created by me during the transformation of my own essence, the load was
felt very strongly, but, strangely enough, I did not have any supercritical states.
Apparently, an earlier change in my nerves turned out to be very successful. Anyway,
the harmonizing effect on the six-beam itself lasted only a few minutes, paradoxical as
it may sound. Harmonization of the six-arm was successful and very quickly. I did not
expect that my strategy and tactics would be so effective, and I will get it all right and
the first time.
In principle, this should be the case: with harmonious work with spaces, there can
not be any "second" attempts. Anyone, even the smallest miscalculation, inaccuracy or
unaccountability could lead not only to my own doom, which, of course, personally
would be very sad and undesirable for me, but in comparison with the "world revolution"
- that is, the stable state of the six-lane, an insignificant trifle, although for me it is

essential. I did not think about what could be happening to me, all my thoughts were
directed only to do what I undertook. At such a moment, any emotion, any doubt, or
internal insecurity is simply unacceptable.
All these states “knock out” concentration and affect the mood necessary for the
implementation of this work and can result in the instability of the process of influencing.
This is fraught with danger within the scope of the six-ray. It is difficult to even imagine
the level of responsibility for any action, especially, the fate of billions of civilizations
that inhabit the six-ray space.
And when I completed my harmonizing effect, and it went well, it's difficult to

convey the degree of relief I experienced. Everything in me rejoiced because my idea
was right, and I managed to find the right strategy and tactics for implementing this idea.
Now cyclones of antimatter will never threaten civilizations in the six-lane. Everything
in me was exultant from the realization of what I was able to do, but I did not have a
sense of my own "greatness", pride, self, but only joy because I managed to solve such
an important problem. I was happy with the rest, with all those who watched the work
and its results.
I was still in a joyful state when an event occurred that I did not expect and to which
I was not ready. The High Council of Civilizations of the Six-Loot suggested that I lead
one of the six sectors of this union. This turn of events has simply dumbfounded me, I
did not even imagine such a reaction to what I had done and was not ready for it. I did

not even think that if I succeeded in solving this problem, such a reaction would follow
from the higher hierarchy of the six-lane. I did not think about any awards or
appointments or anything of the sort. I was just interested in solving this problem, like
all the others that I had previously encountered. For me, the reward was always the
overcoming of oneself, the joy of finding a solution to another task and realizing this
decision. Due to the fact that most of the tasks that I had to face and solve were beyond
the grasp of understanding and representation of the majority of people (and myself
included as well), I was always worried about whether it happened to me or not, is not
it which happens only by the play of my imagination or by someone's drawing. The fact

is that most of my deeds all other people would attribute to the deeds of the Creator God,
but I knew perfectly well and understood that I am not God!

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