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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

A special filter of the incoming information, which I created for myself, allowed

me once and for all to solve this problem, which was seemingly impossible. One may
ask—why make a fuss? If someone knows that two plus two is four, he can teach the
others to act correctly and the problem is solved!

Certainly, if it concerns the arithmetic operation of addition, such approach is
indeed a way out. However, even in this case, if millions of people repeatedly add two
to two and do nothing else, it only will be a distribution of the equitype routine among
many. Only millions or ten of millions will do it instead of one. Is it really the best
decision?!
And if the action of "two plus two" is, for example, the harmonization of space,
then such an approach simply does not work anywhere due to the fact that not everyone
can be taught to do this, and not everyone is able to withstand such a load and remain

alive.
That is why I found the only possible way out, at least for me. Thanks to it, I got
the possibility to satisfy the responsibility incumbent on me and was able to save my
own freedom of action, my creative freedom. I applied an absolutely new principle.

When my brain received information about a problem, the solution to which was
unknown to me, this problem “emerged” on the level of my active consciousness and I
began to solve it using my abilities to the maximum. When I succeeded in solving the
new problem, its solution with all possible variants was placed in my personal data base:

when my brain received the information about a similar problem, my double
automatically went to solve it; on completion, he came back and the nuances of solving
this problem enriched my “database”.

Using this approach it became possible to advance, and this solution also made it
possible to harmonize creation and responsibility, when the first does not interfere with
the second, and the second—with the first. Only in this way did I succeed in solving the
problem that had appeared so unexpectedly. After that I was able to continue my search
for truth. I could not have imagined that this was only the beginning...

13. The contact?

Despite the above events my life went on as if nothing had happened. In the
morning I went to work at the institute; my working days passed as usual. No one knew
what had happened. And I told almost no one about my work and its results. Most people
around me, notwithstanding how good they were, would not be able to assimilate this
information correctly. It was just so far beyond common concepts, and I did not want
anyone, having no idea about the issue, to consider me to be some kind of lunatic,
suffering from megalomania.

I had no proof certified in “necessary places”. Moreover, I needed neither approval
nor sup-port from anyone. In fact I did not do it so that someone would be entranced by
me, or for praise. I always felt ill at ease when someone expressed his or her admiration
for my work, even if the words were said sincerely. Any flattery, subtle or obvious, was

always unpleasant for me and only caused indignation. Many people, who flattered me
falsely, thought for some reason that I did not see it. Each person, doing so, was usually
looking for personal benefit and thought that words of flattery would make me blind.

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