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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

synthesis of ozone whatsoever can occur during peaks of sun activity, on the contrary—

as a result of ionization the loss of molecules of oxygen and ozone is observed! So,
wherever you look—the explanation of “experts” is nothing but pure absurdity.
Certainly, they could not know about my actions. And if someone knew, he would
not accept it, because my version of events was simply beyond discussion. It was quite
impossible for them to accept this kind of approach even for reflection, therefore they
preferred to issue absolute nonsense, but it had to be pseudo-scientific nonsense. Later,
it began to be “in bad taste” to talk about the ozone hole. But, I will leave it on their
consciences.

* * *
It was unimportant for me, what “experts” thought about all this, if they thought
anything at all on this occasion. The most important thing for me was that my attempt
was successful. I followed my own path and did not expect gratitude and
acknowledgement from anyone, either from scientists or from humanity which,
notwithstanding, I rescued, however loud and presumptuous it may sound. I wanted to
find the solution to the problem and I found it! And this was my reward.

But at the end of December, 1989 I still was not sure that I had succeeded. There

were only the first reports, that the Moscow air was fully cleared of harmful gases. Those
indicated to me that, at least, I’d succeeded in decomposing harmful gases in the
atmosphere. When I knew about it, I instantly had another idea. I thought, why not use
this principle and decompose radio-active contamination left after the Chernobyl
catastrophe?

Again a reminder that the space guests, who arrived at my request, decomposed
only plutonium in the fourth reactor’s sarcophagus and when I asked them, why they did
not solve the whole problem, they answered that they did that, which our civilization
was unable to do, but all the rest was our own concern. In September, 1987 I did not
even try to solve the problem on my own, be-cause I was not sure that I had the necessary
qualities for it, that I was really able to solve it success-fully.

I just would not allow myself to please my vanity and try to do something, without
knowing whether or not I could. I honestly consider that it would have been criminal,

because there was no time for tests and errors. The situation required immediate action
and complete confidence in a positive result. Therefore, considering everything, I
decided to appeal for help to my friends. I still consider that it was a correct decision.

Even, if I was able to solve the problem with the sarcophagus then, I would not
consider it acceptable to risk everything for the sake of pleasing my vanity. I had no
doubts about that. I perfectly understood the level of my responsibility in this situation
and realized there was no sense in even trying to do something, thereby losing precious
time. Besides, I did not know then, how much time would pass from the moment of my
appeal for help and its appearance, assuming that I had a real contact with the union of
civilizations. To my joy, and I hope to the joy of everyone, my “connections” appeared
to be real and not imaginary.

But now, when nothing was under threat of being blown up and breaking the planet
into numerous asteroids, and when I had succeeded in decomposing harmful gases in the
atmosphere into primary “bricks”, I decided to try decomposing the radio-active
contamination in the area of Chernobyl. I thought again—the situation could not be

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