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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

judges had lists of people who were to be arrested, etc. All this proves that the authorities

planned a bloody provocation, and I could stop it! I could not have been happier!

I do not know why Vladimir Dmitrievich Sergeev gave me a hint about possible
February disorders. Maybe, he disliked this development of events and did it knowing
that I could possibly stop this madness. In fact it could have resulted in civil war and it
is difficult to even imagine its consequences for the country. Or, probably, following the
instructions of the KGB, he created the leak of information to check, whether I would
be able to do anything like this and with my psi-influence put a block on all those, who
worked in order for this event to happen. Most likely, both reasons have a right to exist.

Some words about other events. One day I told Vladimir Sergeev that the
Chernobyl catastrophe was not an accident but a result of direct psi-influencing on
workers at the atomic station. Later on he showed me a list of Vronsky’s group, who had
worked to create the same situation near Serpukhov and asked me, whether I could block
their actions. I gladly agreed to do it. After that he asked me to give him a description of
people from his list. I answered that I saw no necessity for this, and I also underlined the
names of people from the list, who worked as KGB informants and said that he should
ask them about everything that interested him, and I did not have the least desire to do
it.

I got the impression that within the KGB there were different groups. They had
different aims and used different methods and fought with each other. I do not think that
I am mistaken... And in the meantime it was June, 1990 and new turns in my fate
expected me.

20. Life is going on

There were no remarkable events in my life in May and June, 1990. I received my
patients, met different people and continued to reflect upon new tasks. In other words, I
led a routine life. Some people would hardly call my life routine; it may seem simply
unbelievable to others, and there always will be those who call it the ravings of a
madman. It depends on the person’s range of interests, his ability to accept unusual
information and to think independently. When I speak about my life as routine, I am not
showing off, but expressing the essence of what I experienced then, no matter how
strange it may seem to others.

I will try to explain this. Every time I came across a new problem which concerned
the health of man, I had to confront a task which was unknown to me. I needed to
understand the initial cause, to develop the strategy and tactics for a possible solution
and find appropriate methods of solving this problem. The more difficult the problem,

then the more interesting the process of searching for the solution, and the greater the
gratification when it was successful.

Very often I had to recapitulate a lot in my understanding of things, when I had
both to contrive the strategy and tactics of problem solving in theory and to observe the
realization. And an initially developed strategy or tactic did not always lead to the final
result. I constantly observed what happened when I used one or another influence, and
evaluated the efficiency of my strategy and tac-tics.

At the same time, it was very important not to confuse a wishful image with the
real one. It was very important to obtain reliable information about what had happened

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