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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

harmonious with the level of the spirit occurs, it is incarnated and starts to evolve in the

genes, which correspond to the un-folding of its abilities.

Sometimes, in order to accelerate the confluence of necessary qualities of genetics;
spirits or their “nursemaids” influence the fate of one or more people in order that their
lines of life intersect and the desired embodiment of a spirit becomes possible. In our
case, mine and Svetlana’s, it was arranged so that the fates of our parents intersected and
my appearance and Svetlana’s became possible. Not only were the fates of our parents
influenced, but they also were prepared in order for our birth to happen. The dark side,
which also knew about our spirits, did everything they could to impede it, right up
attempted murder before our birth.

One way or another, I and Svetlana appeared on Midgard-earth and for a pretty long
time did not even know why we appeared together on this planet. Each lived their own
life, but fate led us to the moment, when our ways intersected at one point, which in
itself is a miracle, taking into account all the circumstances and conditions in which we

appeared after our spirits had incarnated.

Our life paths intersected at one point and since then we have not separated,
although some-times we have to live separately from each other for quite a long time
and very often it does not de-pend on our wishes. Our enemies do everything possible
and impossible to prevent us from being together. Although they sometimes succeed in
separating us physically, our spiritual unity does not weaken but only becomes stronger
because of this. According to their concepts, physical separation must lead to spiritual
breakup too: they counted on that without understanding the simple truth— when there

is cognation and unity of souls, no distances and tests can frighten those, who have it.

The servants of Dark Forces and the slaves of the physical bodies are unable to
understand that there is something higher than physiology and if a person reaches the
phase of man (man controls his instincts), his concept of love goes to a level unattainable
at the phase of a reasonable animal; a level of such emotions and values which are totally
unimaginable for those, who can not reach the level of man.

They thought that they would be able to get what they wanted—by destroying our
union, creating problems for us, separating us by circumstances which they created, but
as a result of all their efforts our feelings toward each other did not become weaker, on
the contrary, they became much stronger in spite of the difficulties we were forced to
overcome. Trying to obtain one thing, they got the opposite; and that was because of the
way they projected their own concepts onto that, about which they did not have the least
idea.

Generally speaking, the servants of Dark Forces are able to think only in terms of
their own categories and do not imagine that someone else can feel and perceive the
surrounding world differently, that there are other values, about which they know and
understand nothing, except those to which they are accustomed. But their lack of
understanding (or estimation of everything from their own parochial view) does not
mean that someone else is unable to have other principles and values.

And they did it all for nothing—their meanness only tempered and consolidated
that which they so foolishly tried to destroy. Despite the fact that their actions brought
us both heartache, sufferings and powerful inner tension which required us to strain all

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