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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

our spiritual forces, this strain did not destroy us, but only made us stronger. Our enemies

found this incomprehensible

All this will happen in the future, but the summer of 1991 was only the beginning
of our joint opposition to the parasites. We could not even imagine a lot of things which
waited for us in the future, but I would choose the same road without any hesitation,
despite all the adversities I came across on it. I would wish only one thing, if I had
another chance to go the same way—the possibility of preventing the deaths of my
friends. If it were possible to turn everything back, I would do exactly this—I would
prevent their deaths, in order that they could continue their way alongside us, to feel that
friendly shoulder.

But war is war and, unfortunately, it is impossible to do it without victims. This is
the harsh reality and we always had to close ranks and continue to fight against parasites.
Although the para-sites always had an overwhelming numerical superiority, no one ever
thought to surrender, on the contrary, everyone continued to act with double the force.

Neither death, nor ordeals could stop this small army of real knights who battled
and died not for the sake of their own benefit, but in order to release from parasitic
slavery all those, who knew nothing about this invisible war which never stopped. They
battled and perished for those, who were unable to appreciate their feats. They did not
battle for the sake of reward and gratitude, but because their souls needed it, because
they simply could not act otherwise, even if those, whom they protected and tried to
rescue, considered them cranks and other-worldly, because almost every protected
person would gladly accept those comforts which these knights of spirit had renounced.

Regrettably, such is the reality. Most people are unable to reach the phase of man,
because the parasitic system does everything possible and impossible to ensure that the
masses are never able to overcome the phase of the reasonable animal (when instincts
control a person) because only then can they exert control over these masses. But those

who, nevertheless, were able to break through the evolutional barrier created by social
parasites, began to fight against this parasitic system in or-der that other people could
wake up and become free in the complete sense of the word.

One way or another, without aspiring to any war, I and Svetlana appeared in the
“heart” of this war both in Space and on Midgard-earth, where we had to battle with
parasites, which, as it turned out later, formed the united parasitic system at all levels,

both planetary and Universal. The social parasites of different ranks and levels created
a black “web” in the Universe, in which both single civilizations and whole hierarchies
of civilizations were caught. One of the reasons for this parasitic system invincibility

was the fact that in order to destroy this system on a single planet, where the parasitic
system penetrated, though with a relatively small “tentacle”, it was necessary to destroy
the whole “hydra” at all levels!

Only then was it possible to free this single planet and the whole of Space from this
abomination. Destroying the whole was essential in the fight against the parasitic
systems. The fight of one civilization or a group of civilizations was always doomed.

Even if some civilization succeeded in getting rid of their local social parasites, the
external parasites either enslaved the rebellious planet again or simply destroyed it, when

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