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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

When Svetlana and I travelled through our Universe, we reached the edge of the

“layered pie” where our Midgard-earth is and found a black, bottomless hole in Big
Universe. The feeling was like getting to the shore of an enormous ocean, the other side
of which was in the middle of no-where. Following my habit of advancing and trying
everything unusual, I “stepped” into this black abyss and very quickly stepped back,
because as soon as I moved into this hole, the bodies of my spirit and my structures
began to burn and disintegrate which felt very unpleasant.

My first attempt to cross this hole failed. I recovered my “scorched” structures and
began to think about this unexpected problem. It turned out that even with all my bodies
and structures it was impossible to get out from our “layered pie”. I was eager to get out,
but the question was —how? Because all of my spirit bodies which I had worked out in
our “layered pie” were still not enough to “cross” this abyss! Therefore, I had to invent
a fundamentally new strategy and tactics to achieve my aim, and test all this on myself.
It was important to find a solution which would prevent the “burning” of my spirit. In
other words, I wanted to cross the abyss and remain alive.

Well, what a task, what a situation! If I could not find a fundamentally new solution,

I would be doomed to “flounder about” within the limits of our “layered pie” which in
itself was not so bad, but… I was eager to look beyond this hole and see what was there!
And I began to “use” my wits, sometimes a very useful thing to do!

I began scanning and analysis of the area closest to me. And I understood that I did
not have a single body or structure of my spirit, which would conform to the area nearest
the hole. It would seem that was the end, but I was not going to surrender. If I did not
have a single body or structure, why not to create them, I had created fundamentally new
bodies and structures before, so why not to try to do it now!?

The problem was how to create bodies and structures in these very unusual
circumstances? And then I had an idea of finding matters, out of which I could create
necessary bodies and structures, in myself. And I began to single out of myself those
matters which somehow could conform to the qualities of this hole.

My logic was simple. If our spatial “layered pie” adjoined this black precipice, it
could only be that the boundary spaces were in a neutral state with this black abyss,
where there were neither spaces nor anything else in the form to which we were
accustomed, but it did not mean that there was absolutely nothing. Simply there were
other matters in the black abyss.

And I began to assemble my new bodies, properties and qualities out of a few of

the pieces I had, which allowed me to take a small step into this black abyss without
being disintegrated. When I had taken that first step, I began to create the next system of
bodies and structures out of other pieces that I had, which allowed me to do the next step
and etc., until I and Svetlana, for whom I did the same, made it to the other side of the
abyss.
And there, on the other side of the black abyss, where there was no matter, nothing
at all— either dead or alive—Space of unbelievable majestic beauty appeared again. It

differed a little from ours. We had entered into another “layered pie”. The laws of
Universe were different, but, nevertheless, it was a space in the direct sense of this
word—with its stars and galaxies, universes and matrix spaces. But the basis of this new

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