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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

ceased to pursue a policy of genocide of the civilization of the planet of kangaroo-like

creatures, and that it is always possible to find a way to obtain much-needed raw
materials for them by other methods acceptable to all parties. Or, as the famous cat
Leopold said: "Guys - let's live together!".
But, probably, I was not convincing enough or they simply did not take my words
seriously (most likely), or in their arsenal other methods of interrelations between
civilizations were not envisaged, because this civilization did not change its actions, as
I was convinced very soon. And there is nothing surprising in the way they reacted to
my words, no. For a technocratic civilization, which, of course, this civilization was an
aggressor, my words could not be anything but absurd. However, as for the majority (if
not all) of the inhabitants of our Midgard-land, for whom such actions were related to
the acts of God in the believing part of the population, and the delirium of the madman
in the rest. I did not consider myself either God or crazy, but, nevertheless, at that time
I did not know if I could do what I was talking about. Either way, I soon had the
opportunity to test in practice what I had said. Due to the fact that the attacks on the
planet continued, I had no choice but to try to do something to stop the destruction.
Someone may have a question: do not I take a lot on myself, saying something like

this and even assuming that something like this is possible ?! To some extent, such a
question is natural and natural. But, who determines what is possible and what is not? I
myself have already had to make sure by experience that many of the concepts and
concepts that were hammered into our heads from childhood turned out to be false. And
I already managed to do many things that were previously considered impossible.
Therefore, I thought that it was necessary to always try to act (preferably, thinking over
the strategy and tactics of their actions) and, possibly, the impossible will happen! And
if it does not happen, it does not mean a principal impossibility of something, but only
that I could not find the right "key" or did not have the necessary qualities, or I missed
something else. In other words, I believed that there is always a solution to any problem,
you just need to find it. And if you do not find a solution to the problem - it means that
you did not take into account anything or you do not have the necessary properties and

qualities.
Therefore, I did not become upset, but began to think about how to resolve the
situation, the unexpected participant of which I became. First of all, I needed to do
something to protect the affected civilization. The most effective defense against attack
would be a protective field around the entire planet, which would not allow attackers to
even come close. Thus, it would not be necessary to "chase" every military spacecraft.
The idea seemed to me good, optimally solving the problem that arose. And if it does
not work out, then I'll think about another solution. You always need to start with the
best possible solution. The scale of the task posed to myself somehow did not frighten
me. And not because I had a high opinion of myself, but because I was never afraid to
try and did not fear being ridiculous.

Of course, I did not like to act in the role of a common laughing stock, but I never
did anything to please the majority and the opinion of it. I did not do something to
prove something to anyone, but because my soul demanded it, my understanding
of what is good and what is bad. And also because I considered everything that I
encountered in my life with my personal business and personal responsibility. It's

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