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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

something wrong, I would be stopped; in order to prevent something irreparable from

happening. So, I should not worry about this.

Meditating on his words a little, I understood his answer. If I act on my own, my
actions and decisions are based on my own understanding, on my own experience,
knowledge, moral and spiritual concepts. Thus, my every action is quintessentially me.
In this case, my actions are based on my own understanding of existent things and I am
responsible for the consequences. However, if someone tells me what to do and how, I
can possibly do what is necessary, if I have enough potential; but in this case my actions
will not be accompanied by a deep comprehension of existent events. And, if one day a
problem appears and its solution was not explained to me, there could be a situation
when I would commit follies because of my ignorance.

When I understood all this, I saw the rightness and uniqueness of this approach.
Man can understand truth and the degree of responsibility for his actions only through
complete awareness and enlightening by knowledge. It is the only way that truly allows
evolving, and supervision by an observer or observers is correct.

The evolution of consciousness and human abilities can be compared to a biathlon.
Man “runs” from one key point of his development to another at a certain evolutional
speed. The speed, with which this man will reach the next key evolutional point of
development, depends on his talent, personal qualities and abilities.

On attaining the next key point, man comes across qualitatively new tasks, which
he must correctly manage: only then, when he is able to estimate these tasks fully and
correctly, to develop effective tactics and problem-solving strategies, and when he
possesses the necessary properties and qualities to put his decisions into practice; if

everything is correct, man goes to a new qualitative level and the evolutional “run”
continues to the next key point, etc.

In the case of a wrong or non-optimal decision by a “shooter”, qualitatively new
evolutional “targets” in a key point remain “missed” and a “muff” gets penal evolutional
“cycles”; after their completion, he again appears at the same evolutional “point”, where
he again must solve his tasks correctly—to hit all evolutional “targets” in the “bull's -
eye”. And this will continue until all key “targets” are “hit” at the first “shot”. After
that—again the evolutional “run” to next key “point”. Isn’t that an evolutional
“biathlon”!?

Thus, meditating, I understood evolutional mechanisms that gave me confidence in

the right-ness of all my previous actions.

* * *
Meantime, my life took its normal course. It turned out that “by chance” my work
at the institute involved measuring bio-potentials of the human body in different stress
situations according to a special method which required a good knowledge of the so-
called Chinese meridians and the location of biologically active points of the human
body. Therefore, when I decided to locate, where the first four crystals were placed in
my body, I immediately had an idea—in my biologically active points! The verification
of these crystals’ location confirmed my conjecture. I began to reflect about my
discovery. The longer I reflected, the more I wanted to check out the accuracy of my
supposition. And I wanted to do it immediately!

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