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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

simply unable to correlate all the events and actions preceding such “fortuity”. Man

almost always brings it about by his previous life. Generally speaking, evolutional
development is based on the principle of free will, and the responsibility for which a
specific individual is prepared and ready to take. I understood it very soon after these
events. And my enlightening happened “fortuitously”.

* * *
I continued to invent newer and newer variants of transformation of the human
brain. I tested every new idea first of all on myself and observed the results. One day,
after making the next change, I unexpectedly detected the presence of a creature
observing my actions. Most likely, new changes allowed my seeing this creature, which
was invisible before both for me and for other people who passed through my brain
transformation.

I asked this creature, who he was and why he was watching me. He said that his
name was Terriy, and his task was to observe me and my actions without appearing and
that my last modification of my brain prevented him from conducting a clandestine
supervision. At first I did not like it. Why did someone need to keep me under secret
observation? I never made a secret out of my actions and, therefore, did not understand

either the behaviour or the necessity for it.

I asked him about this. Terriy answered me as follows: his task was to observe me
secretly and draw conclusions about my readiness for further evolution and my potential.
If I did everything correctly, as a reward he must give me sixteen crystals which were to
bring my abilities to the maximum. This meant that, according to the opinion of those,
who had sent Terri, sixteen crystals should be the limit of my development, as I
understood it later. But at that moment I was in seventh heaven and very happy. I had
never assumed that my actions would be of interest to somebody else, and not only to
me. Naturally, my first question was, whether I already deserved crystals and, if I did,
how many.

Terriy said that I had already “earned” eight crystals. At that time I did not have the
slightest idea, what these crystals were, but the fact made me very happy. Of course, I
asked Terriy to give them to me. He warned me that I would not endure the load, if he
installed all crystals at once. With enthusiasm I assured him that I would survive it and
everything would be all right and that, if there were no other obstacles, I would like to
do it right now. As a result of these “diplomatic” negotiations, Terriy inserted four

crystals into me. It turned out that I had overestimated the adaptability of my organism
regarding the action of these crystals, because next morning I felt pain in my appendix,
which had never troubled me.
During my next contact with Terriy in the evening of this day, I told him about this
discomfort. He explained that the reason for this reaction was toxins which appeared in
my body after the introduction of the crystals. These toxins were the result of the changes
that had happened to me. He inserted another crystal in my appendix, whereupon the
unpleasant feeling disappeared forever.

I also asked Terriy, why he should observe my actions. He said that, due to my

ignorance, I could do something wrong and there would be a problem. His answer
disappointed me, but later I understood that he was right. He said that if I started to do

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