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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

intermediate spirit was a female spirit which was compatible with my physical body

when the first male spirit had evolutionally raised its level of development to that which
would be concordant with the second, female spirit which in the shortest period of time
possible developed my physical body to the level of my main spirit.

The concordance of my main spirit with my physical body happened, when I was
fourteen, and thereafter its development took place in my body. The order with which
the intermediate spirits entered my physical body is quite interesting. The first

intermediate male spirit “worked” in my body during first seven years, and the second
intermediate female spirit “worked” the other seven years.

It is related to the fact that male spirits develop quicker during the first seven years
and the next seven years—female ones. The stormy development of the second material
body (the ether body) takes place during the first seven years and after that the third
material body of the spirit (the astral body) starts to develop. Thus, both male and female
intermediate spirits quickly raised the level of development of my physical body to the

level, when my main male spirit had the possibility of concordance with my physical
body.

All this I discovered only in 1987, when I began to perform my transformations.
One day, when I discussed the development of man, I came across the concept of yin
and yang, male and female principles. Most people assume that the development of man
is impossible without the harmony between them, that the female principle has qualities
and properties without which the evolutional movement forward of a man is impossible.
The contrary statement is also right—without male properties and qualities the
development of a woman is impossible. Everyone sees only one way in this situation: to
look for their “other half” and get the necessary qualities and properties for development
through the so-called white Tantra.

Probably, someone may find this way extremely interesting, but not me. First,
because the chance to find your promised one is very small and the “intensive” search,
which some people per-form, trying to find harmony by the cut-and-try method, usually
brings the searcher to the black Tantra, and as a result of such an evolutional “jump”, he
actually goes down evolutionally, because he understands the harmony between the male

and female elements primitively—only as the inti-mate closeness between man and
woman. And this understanding is quite wrong. It was intention-ally imposed by Dark
Forces through some eastern “spiritual” teachings.

The harmony between male and female elements is a mutual complementation of
elements at the level of spirits, not at the level of physical bodies. It is a confluence of
streams of primary matters which run through male and female spirits.

When I understood this, I asked myself a question: how I could get this harmony
without waiting for it all my life (which also does not guarantee that the promised person
will be found). And the thought flashed through my mind! Look, your body was

consistently developed by three spirits, one of which was female. Why not try to unite
male and female spirits? Would it result in the confluence of male and female elements,
which was so needed to continue the evolutional development!?

But the confluence of male and female spirit creates a closed power ring which in
itself does not favour development. And again I found a prompt within myself. In fact,
my body was consistently developed by the male spirit, then by the female, and after

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