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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

used new “trumps”, they gave me information to think about. In order to foil each new

attempt, I had to create new qualities and abilities, making new bodies for me and
Svetlana.

After each fight, there were small periods of relative calm, when, having got the
next portion of “food for thought” I created fundamentally new structures, bodies and
qualities about which I had not so much as a suspicion before. Also, in order to neutralize
the blows, I had to study and understand their nature first and only after this could I
create the requisite properties and qualities, structures and bodies, which allowed
resistance to not only this particular action, but the whole spectrum of this kind of action,
based on its nature and on every possible combination I could think of.

Pretty quickly I succeeded in calming the most active “friends” in the nearest
outskirts of our Universe. At the same time I did not limit myself to the creation of
protection from the blows: I also punished the whole hierarchical system that stood
behind them, because very often the actions were performed by executor-pawns, which
were sacrificed without any regrets. They expected that in case of failure they would just

lose their soldiers, nothing more, but I had another strategy.

The executors are not entirely responsible, more precisely, not as responsible as
those who give them their orders. Therefore, when I neutralized the next assailant or
assailants, I usually put them in “strait jackets” and began to interrogate them about who
they were, why they attacked and who gave them orders. Thus I went through the whole
chain until I reached the hierarch responsible.

Usually, I protested vigorously against this kind of action and challenged him to a

fight. Battles with the heads of hierarchies were full of surprises which sometimes were
impossible even to imagine. First, they always had some tricks which they put aside for
dessert. They began the battle with an examination of what I had, but I also was canny
and did not show myself fully, only partly, in order to have as great a supply of
advantages at the end of the battle as possible.

In other words, during the battle each side tried to find out everything about the
reserves of the opposite side, while keeping its own secrets to the maximum. When they
found blanks and drawbacks in my system, they began to hit there with the reserves they
had carefully stored, which means that they struck with the help of that quality which I
lacked at that moment in the battle. It was my “Achilles' heel” and, at the same time, my
advantage! As I already wrote before, when I was attacked by what I did not have, it
became possible at that point to have direct contact with new qualities and properties,
new matters which were unknown to me. Direct contact allowed me to scan all this and
create similar qualities for myself.

In this case during the fight I could make new bodies of the spirit, new structures
of the brain and create some interesting “doodads”. Very often the information and new

qualities and properties obtained during a fight gave me that missing piece of mosaic
without which it was impossible to create anything fundamentally new and not only for
me. These new qualities and properties which I got during these battles almost always
allowed me to move a step forward on my evolutional way. During these battles
Svetlana’s help with her wonderful seeing and telepathic reception was invaluable, and
allowed me to focus solely on the solution of problems, while Svetlana supplied the

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