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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR
interested persons to undergo some tests of their readiness for a similar transformation.
Several persons had a wonderful reaction and after the tests I transformed their brain.
Probably, they had great doubts about the authenticity of what I told them, but when
the first person, getting through the transformation, “suddenly” began to see the internal
organs of others and to describe very exactly their health problems, everybody was
literally astir. Like little children they began to ask me to do the same thing with their
brain. Several persons got through it, and each began to see internal organs. These people
asked me to come again and in a few days I again appeared in Yuri’s apartment. I would
like to do him justice, he was a very hospitable person and wonderful cook (I knew later,
that he was a professional).
After tea with cake, which I brought with me, everybody moved from the kitchen
to the living room, where excellent, big pictures of the night sky hung on the walls. The
design of the apartment was done to create the impression of mystery and inscrutability.
This time, more people who had already heard about my transformations (from the first
“victims”) arrived. I again transformed the brain of several people. Some of them had to
wait only several minutes, but with some I had to work more than half an hour.
One way or another, several persons got through the transformation process and
felt perfectly at ease with it. It resulted in the growth of my “popularity” among these
people; that fact Yuri dis-liked. He did not want to lose his authority. He said that it was
very interesting, but he and the members of his group had learned to go out of their
physical bodies with their spirits and to travel in space; that being out of their bodies,
they saw a lot of holographic messages from other civilizations and, coming back into
their bodies, they drew these messages, and they already had a large collection of them.
I was in the habit of analyzing everything at once; I expressed my opinion
immediately. I said that this kind of methodology had several substantial drawbacks.
The first of them was passivity. The spirit, being out of body, was passive and could not
interact, but only observe. Second, the distance was limited by the possibilities of the
thread that linked the physical body with the spirit. Third, there was the possibility of
damage to the brain at the moment of coming out of the physical body. And, fourth and
finally, due to external reasons there was a possibility of the thread being damaged,
which immediately would result in death; and that it would be more correct to go out
into space having complete consciousness, when the spirit fully used the possibilities of
the physical body and operated actively, not passively.
Yuri replied to my speech that, certainly, it was easy to talk about what was better
and what was worse, and asked me to do something similar, and only then to criticize.
He put me in a situation, which I could exit with dignity only by proving my rightness.
Yuri Yurievich wanted to reestablish his authority in the group and this was an excellent
moment to “disgrace” me in everyone’s eyes. The situation was very silly, I must say,
but I had no choice. I tried to say that I had never “gone” into space and had to prepare.
Yuri said that he was ready to help me with it and gave me a picture of a message, which
someone of his group drew after one of his voyages out of the body. I had nothing left
except to prove my rightness. Everyone stared at me with curiosity, waiting to see what
I would do...
I looked at the picture, and began to reflect. I had in my hands a picture which was
done by someone after he left the body. This meant that the original message must be,
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