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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

These five versions of the event crossed my mind as possible explanations. I began

to “work” off each of them.
The first hypothesis was that I went mad. Was it possible? Undoubtedly, it was
possible! However, if someone has “cracked”, other people usually notice it. I began to
observe other people’s reactions to me. At work everyone reacted in the same way as
before. But I had only worked a little time there and decided to meet my friends who
knew me from my first year at the university.

Certainly, I told no one about what had happened, but simply socialized with them
as usual. When a person loses his mind, it shows up in practically everything; how he

behaves, what he says and how, his reaction to what is going on around him, his reaction
to the words of other people, etc. Observing the others reactions to me, I drew the
conclusion that everything was all right with my mind. Thus, the first hypothesis was no
longer relevant.

The second hypothesis was that all the rest went crazy. Theoretically, it is fully
possible that under my powerful influence the brain of another person can fail. This

possibility should be taken into account. However, what is madness? Madness is a state
when the person’s brain reacts inadequately to the surrounding reality, to what is going
on around and with the person. In other words, everyone goes mad in his own way, and
there cannot be two persons with identical madness. Be-sides, if a person is not right in
the head, it concerns everything and not only a certain situation. A person cannot be mad
in one situation and absolutely healthy mentally in all others. When mad, the person
looses the integrity of his perception of the world.

All witnesses behaved normally both during and after the event. Besides, they all
saw one and the same thing. The only difference in their descriptions of the female
creature was in the colour of her hair and eyes. Some said that they saw the female
creature with bright blue hair and lilac eyes, the others said a little bit later that she had
lilac hair and dark blue eyes. In all the rest their descriptions coincided completely.
“Contradictions” turned out to be quite another thing. The colour of her hair and eyes
changed depending on her emotional state! It cannot be invented; those “contradictions”
only confirmed the reality of the event. I could not even imagine, that the colour of eyes
and hair would reflect the emotional state of the creature. This kind of thought simply
would not come into the head of any inhabitant of our planet.

Later, only glancing at the colour of this creature’s hair and eyes it was possible to

define in what emotional state she was. Certainly, it became possible after I had observed
her and established the connection.

These and other factors, about which I will tell later, allowed me to come to the
conclusion that the other people were not mad.
The next hypothesis that required very careful work was about the possibility of my

suggestion of this situation to others. Again, it was quite possible. My practice and my
own experience of working with people convinced me that I can influence a person so
that he or she could see money instead of piece of paper, etc. But, when I created
something, I knew perfectly well what I had suggested to others.

For example, I knew what a banknote looked like and what it meant, before a person
saw it instead of paper under my influence. In this case, what happened after I had sent

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