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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

was certain that I had done everything correctly. Someone may well ask: who gave me

the right to decide what was evil and what was good? The answer is simple: I always
considered that the prevention of some-thing bad was, in itself, positive and needed
neither approval nor permission from anyone.

In fact, you would not be running around different offices in order to gather
permissions to rescue a drowning child. Probably, you would manage to get permission,
but that would hardly help the child—most likely, he would have drowned. There are
situations, when you should act immediately without waiting for someone’s approval or
support. You should assume your own responsibility instead of waiting for someone else
to decide for you, especially in cases when those who take decisions will never make the
right one, because it is extremely unprofitable for them.

After my “students” had received from me their qualitatively changed brain, they
wanted eagerly to be immediately generally recognized for what they did not do; and to
which they had only become loose witnesses. More precisely, they thought that they
were able to do the same, as I did. Certainly, there were those, who began to give them

what they desired so much. Flattery was “honey” to their souls. In the course of flattery
they were asked to do some “insignificant” things. For example, their flatterers needed
that a very bad person did one or another thing, or it was necessary that a yet more
“terrible” person would free the world from his presence.

I hope that everyone understands—similar requests seasoned with flattery are
nothing but pure provocation and a test for “weakness.” It is like, when someone has no
wish to start smoking or drinking and is told that he (she) is a “mama’s darling” and is
too feeble to break parents’ rules. Unfortunately, most people immediately rush to prove
that their parent’s opinion does not matter to them and they are grown ups and there is
no problem in them having a drink or smoking a cigarette and..., demonstrate it readily.
The like of this happened with persons who got qualitatively new abilities after
modification of their brain. They wanted very much to prove to the whole world that
they were special and were ready to grasp any offer to be acknowledged by others.

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I observed this phenomenon more than once. For example, Natalia A. was one of
the first per-sons, whose brain I modified at the end of 1987. She possessed excellent
natural inclinations. After her brain transformation she was able, perfectly, both to see
with the help of her brain and to receive telepathic information. Her genetics was very
dynamic, and I succeeded in transforming her brain very quickly. The new abilities of
other people, who went through brain transformation, were less bright. For example,
their telepathic capabilities were not strong enough to receive transmitted in-formation
accurately. But, very soon she wanted to be “the great” Natalia. Some elements of this

had appeared before, to which I drew her attention, but my remarks only irritated her.

In the end of 1987 she was present at my work with a woman, who had fourth stage
breast cancer. In fact, I have always considered the action of showing one’s abilities at
any given moment, to be tactless. I consider that to talk about someone’s health problems
is convenient only when a person asks my opinion. To my mind, it is indecent and
incorrect to “play the oracle” about problems with health of everyone in the room right
off one’s own bat.

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