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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

I did not need such “authority” and excessive attention. Why “get heavy” with

people de-claiming your “peculiar properties”? From my point of view this is a cheap
trick. They say that any initiative is punishable, especially if it is based on ignorance.
Her case was not an exception. In three days she called me in a state of panic. The point
was that she had a tumor in the same place, where this woman had her breast cancer.
Over three days her tumor had reached a pretty big size.

She was so scared of the possible consequences that she swallowed her pride and
asked me to help. I helped her, but this taught her nothing. She simply began to avoid
patients with cancer without understanding that it was not enough to see the problem. It

is necessary to understand, what you see, to know how to solve the problem and be able
to do it. And any, even the smallest, error or misunderstanding can result in the loss of
your own health and even life. It is one thing to be an observer and quite another to be

an active participant. After these events, unexpectedly for her and without any apparent
reason, her father died and soon her brother was involved in a serious car accident and
was in the intensive care unit with a very serious cranial-cerebral trauma. He had one of
his brain’s arterial vessels damaged and the resulting haematoma grew pretty quickly

and in a couple of days he died.

After this, I had a serious talk with her and explained the real reason for these deaths
from my point of view. In my opinion, she had meddled in some dirty business and what
had happened was directed toward her. But due to the fact that she was strong enough,
it ricocheted on people close to her—her father and brother—who were genetically
weaker. My words only made her angry, especially, when I said that I could not allow
her to act like this using the brain structures which I created for her. I considered then

and consider now that I carry responsibility for those to whom I give new qualities and
abilities.

My position about this made Natalia A. challenge me, with “Who are you to tell
me what to do!?” I was taken aback a little, but explained nothing more. I only said that
I would take away what I had created for her, but everything she had had before would
remain with her, if there was anything left afterwards.

I noticed one very “strange” feature. After I create for someone properties and
qualities, which he never had before, the person “forgets” about it very quickly and
thinks that nothing can happen to them.

Evidently, Natalia A. thought that everything would remain with her, because she
considered her newly acquired qualities to be only hers. I did as I said and as far as I
know, after it, nothing special manifested in her. My gift appeared to have been a very
heavy load for her, which squashed her because of the immaturity of her soul.

Exactly after this case, from the beginning I began to put in a program of self-
abolition and I always warned everyone, whose brain transformation I did, what was
possible and what was impossible to do, using new qualities and abilities, according to
my views! Moreover, I explained, why it was impossible to do something. And if
someone, due to misunderstanding, even thinks of some-thing unacceptable for

realization, such a program of action would be blocked.

If the like of this happens three times, action would be blocked every time, and after
the third time the system would be cancelled and a person would come back to the

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