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Nicolai Levashov. The Mirror of My Soul. Vol. 1. Born in the USSR

           the level of the evolutional “nursery school”, but are absolutely inappropriate for the

           evolutional  “primary  school”.  The  Hindus  did  not  understand  this,  changed  those
           methods a little and began to popularize them as Universal knowledge (even when the
           period of evolutional “nursery school” has passed). This error allowed the spreading of
           false concepts about confluence with the absolute, when man gains seven bodies during
           his evolutional work and therefore the completion of his development.

                Dark Forces, which today control the civilization of Midgard-earth, use this and
           other errors of humanity in order to lead searching souls away from the right direction
           in a very masterly way. When I began my search for the truth and undertook my first
           actions in Big Space I was also under the influence of this Dark Force propaganda.

                In 1987, when I first “went” out in Space and had already visited several planets, I
           made some important discoveries. I remember that one day, when I completed one of
           my tasks in Space, I decided to find out how many bodies of the spirit I had, knowing
           that the Eastern teachings required seven bodies (including the physical one) to reach
           the state of nirvana. Then I was afraid of discovering that my actions could result in the
           appearance  of  some  “glitch”  and  that  I  was  very  far  from  reaching  “nirvana”.  I
           considered then this level to be something unattainable, and I did not want to look like a

           complete fool, (in the eyes of those around me), who suddenly had the crazy idea of that
           some of his actions could trigger (or stunt) his evolutional growth.

                No-one wants to look ridiculous, however, this never stopped me. For maximum
           objectivity I even asked another person to count my spirit bodies. The situation looked
           like the popular Soviet cartoon film “The kid who was able to count to ten”, in which a
           protagonist was to count everyone aboard a sinking ship; the ship would sink only if
           there were no more than ten passengers. The protagonist counted “correctly” and thus,
           “rescued” everyone!

                I found myself in almost the same situation, when I decided to determine how many
           bodies of the spirit I had. I hoped that I already had enough bodies, but at the same time
           worried, what if there were very few of them! To my utter surprise, my friend had
           counted  SEVENTEEN  bodies!  Seventeen,  not  three,  four  or  even  six—which  is
           considered to be the maximum, according to the Hindu teachings and to the declarations
           of their mahatmas!

                Later I asked different people to re-count my bodies several times. The result was
           the same. I had not expected anything of the kind and it both surprised and distressed me
           a lot, because it turned out that the highly spiritual Eastern teachings were far from
           always truthful and did not hold what they pretended to, that being “divine spirituality”.

                I  became  familiar  with  the  Hindu  teachings  only  from  the  few  books  which  I
           managed to find at that time and supposed that the discrepancy between their theory and
           the practice could be either as a result of intrigues and intentional distortions of the
           essence of these teachings by Dark Forces, which controlled finances and, therefore,
           book-printing; or that mahatmas, for reasons that only they knew, gave false information.
           And  although  the  first  is fully  possible  and  clear,  the  second  could  not  “enter”  my
           concept of high spirituality in any way. As it turned out later— both cases applied.

                When I discovered that I had seventeen bodies of the spirit, I did not consider that
           I already reached “everything” and even “outdid” the Hindus in this and that there was
           nothing left for me to do. I drew another conclusion. I knew that I was only at the


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